Now Is The End.. Let Her Die In Peace!

as of late i havent done much.. been stuck in my house a lot cuz heidi is always at work.. we went to see red eye with nate, julian, kiernan and duchuna the other day.. me and kermitt just kinda beat eachother up so now i'm all bruised up.. goddamn handcuff lol.. kermie cut his hair.. soooo cute..and fun to play with =).. oh i cut my hair too.. mad short =) kinda just got angry about having long hair and chopped it off myself.. i must say i did a pretty good job.. so yea after movie we went to friendlys and got fat

yesterday i was suppose to go to see transporter 2.. but my 'date' ditched me yet again.. i was all set on seeing it with just heidi and nate.. not in the mood to be the third wheel.. so i guess i'll go see it when someone actually wants to go with me.. so instead i sat around my room listening to sad songs and then ended up cleaning my room.. you can tell i'm kinda sad when i blast music and clean my room lol.. its just what i do to keep my mind off things.. specially when i'm being ignored by someone!

so heidi's suppose to sleep over tonight =) god knows what we're doin lol eating.. movie.. maybe sleep..

why cant things be like last year? last year was soooo great -1 friend.. so why cant it be just like last year + that friend.. cuz that would make me a really happy girl =)